me: I'm totally gonna write a great epic fic that's super plotty and deals with all of Dean and Castiel's issues both as individuals and as a couple and incorporates Sam in a way that isn't just him passively shipping them or whatever and includes supporting characters that have lives and a story and agency of their own and YEAH I'M GONNA DO IT

me: I'm totally gonna write a great epic fic that's super plotty and deals with all of Dean and Castiel's issues both as individuals and as a couple and incorporates Sam in a way that isn't just him passively shipping them or whatever and includes supporting characters that have lives and a story and agency of their own and YEAH I'M GONNA DO IT
me: writes 49 words of plotless porn, stares at Word doc, cries, deletes it