This is going to ramble like a deadjournal entry (or livejournal entry if you were from the other side of the net).
I want to watch something to try and go to sleep.
Something comforting because my mind is all a jumble
technically today I got a promotion
but since all the money and the full definition “has yet to be decided in scope” then I’m a little worried and weirded out by the whole thing
And I’m losing my boss
She is being demoted
And I liked my boss
I really liked my boss
Which is rare for me
And I liked my schedule
And I liked the people I directly worked wither
Either way things are in flux so It’s scary
When you have an email, then company wide conference call, then meeting no matter what the good news is for 1 or 2 people and even if you’re one of those 1 or 2 people then you still feel an unease because things are changing
In essence we are being downsized
The company made some stupid decisions
And it’s cylical
It’s just scary because ya know it’s hard to find the positives in “being downsized” because even if technically I’m being promoted who knows what could happen next.
And it was like what 6 years ago that they closed this entire area down for good.
But then again this is a little different
Because this is based on a business need change
Not entirely based on less business.
Because we opened up a whole new center just to cover all the work
But there wasn’t as much work for a whole new center but it’s hard to explain
But technically I got a promotion
But there is a feeling of unease at work
And so it rubs off on you
And it gets scary
Because there are a million ways things can go wrong
So I want to watch something
to put me at ease
The first thought is, of course, Hannibal.
Or maybe some Gilmore Girls.
I’ve been wanting to watch Veronica Mars again
Home Movies, Bob’s Burgers, Archer or any H. Jon is always a smart choice.
or maybe Love Actually. It’s the season.
Maybe Silence of the Lambs.
or Secret Window
or Dreamcatcher
Or…..maybe some nice Tom Hanks movie
Big always makes me feel quite lovely
As does Splash
The Tourist
Philadelphia Story
Meet Joe Black
Cotton goes to Harlem
Cooley High
True Romance
Noo noo.noo
Some Dick Van Dyke Show
Mary Poppins
The I.T. Crowd
Community
Noooooooo
Perfume…..oooo that’s a decent choice
That I could watch
But no..no it’s Hannibal
Of course it’s Hannibal
This really is what my DJ entries used to look like